I'am confusion

       Now the mood is different. Not as usual. I do not know if this is because of my position? I'm really not interested in my job. I think that position is not important. Occupation that could keep us busy. Busy is an activity that I do not like. I'm upset because I could not get out of my post it. Oh God help me, help me solve this problem. Servant would not enjoy this position. Occupation is suitable for active people only. Previous I'm sorry because I have chosen the wrong attitude., But I still would not have the office because it could interfere with me. Help me out!